You are not alone. Unfortunately.
Just when you think you are all alone in your addiction: According to a survey conducted by the Barna Group in the U.S. in 2014:
The following percentages of men say they view pornography at least once a month: 18-30-year-olds, 79%; 31-49-year-olds, 67%; 50-68-year-olds, 49%
The following percentages of men say they view pornography at least several times a week: 18-30-year-olds, 63%; 31-49-year-olds, 38%; 50-68-year-olds, 25%
The following percentages of women say they view pornography at least once a month: 18-30-year-olds, 76%; 31-49-year-olds, 16%; 50-68-year-olds, 4%
The following percentages of women say they view pornography at least several times a week: 18-30-year-olds, 21%; 31-49-year-olds, 5%; 50-68-year-olds, 0%
55% of married men say they watch porn at least once a month, compared to 70% of unmarried men.
Pornography is eating away at the heart of all people…. some directly, and some indirectly… whether you like to admit it or not.